{"id":5272,"date":"2022-01-22T02:36:54","date_gmt":"2022-01-22T07:36:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/?p=5272"},"modified":"2022-01-22T02:37:54","modified_gmt":"2022-01-22T07:37:54","slug":"its-fine-i-think","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/2021-solar-terms\/its-fine-i-think\/","title":{"rendered":"it&#8217;s fine, i think"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u5927\u5bd2\u3002<br \/>\n<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large\" src=\"https:\/\/pbs.twimg.com\/media\/FJrDzl0WUAAw-6Q?format=png&amp;name=900x900\" width=\"592\" height=\"884\" \/><\/p>\n<p>So it&#8217;s been a bit of a bumpy start to this semester, but since I went in without too many expectations, it&#8217;ll probably be fine (as all of my other years of uni have been). I have pretty much given up on fixing my sleep schedule since my earliest class this semester is at 2pm, and the rest are all at 5pm. You&#8217;d think that I&#8217;d wake up at a more reasonable time like 11am but no, I&#8217;ve just been setting alarms for 2pm. Doesn&#8217;t matter if I sleep at 1am or 6am, the alarm&#8217;s set for 2pm. But I mean, I get my work done on time and I still eat, so I guess as long as it&#8217;s working for me, it&#8217;s fine.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I haven&#8217;t been doing much thinking recently. I don&#8217;t know how the days keep passing but they all sort of blur together. School just does that to you, and it being a very cold and icy January really doesn&#8217;t help. I went grocery shopping for the first time in months today, and there was no more rice at the store. I bought bread rolls instead. I skipped dinner because my stomach hasn&#8217;t been feeling well in the past 2 weeks. I also had a club meeting over Zoom today. Overall, a very boring and typical day. I&#8217;m not complaining, though. Rather this than other days I&#8217;ve had in the past (maybe minus the stomach problems).<\/p>\n<p>I think I&#8217;d like to try working hard. Consistently. And also playing hard. I&#8217;ve always been a sort-of slacker, where I&#8217;d halfass the effort until the last second, and thus never feel like I&#8217;ve accomplished anything. As a result, I don&#8217;t ever feel rewarded either. Or the need to reward myself. That&#8217;s not really a resolution or anything, though. It&#8217;s more of a brief note about myself based on past reflections and other conclusions.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing else to say. The picture for this (final) solar term is a concept sketch for thesis project part 2, which I&#8217;m feeling absolutely terrible about. \u00af\\_(\u30c4)_\/\u00af It&#8217;ll be the new year when I post next, so&#8230; later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u5927\u5bd2\u3002 So it&#8217;s been a bit of a bumpy start to this semester, but since I went in without too&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/2021-solar-terms\/its-fine-i-think\/\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">it&#8217;s fine, i think<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5274,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"fifu_image_url":"https:\/\/pbs.twimg.com\/media\/FJrDzl0WUAAw-6Q?format=png&name=900x900","fifu_image_alt":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[214],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5272","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2021-solar-terms","excerpt","even","excerpt-0"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5272","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5272"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5272\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5276,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5272\/revisions\/5276"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5274"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5272"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5272"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.yinzhuohan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5272"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}